FIRST LOVE
This time I feel fall in love, like a flying with the free fall there is seen beautiful view, that’s right love can make someone to blind, blin will be logic. Right, she is beautiful woman and I’m lucky get her. But a long as time I must find who my self and get my dreams, that as about as her.
We studied different at the university with distance city is long way. Although we rare met but communication keep smooth. The communication is something first can relationship is keep harmonius. And this the one year I can call her although we never face. ***
This morning I’m very spirit take the message from her. First time I smile and begin tom open it, than content of the message is “Sorry, I don’t want to call you but I was quarantined for accustomed, if you send a message than the message will be read by my senior in front of people, and I will be shy, I hope you can understand me.” I feel disappointed, but it is okay I can understand. Week from week, we never communication, I feel fidgety. How about your life? Hoe about stories is funny you concerned and tell me, and feel leafs fall from stem, you lose like swallowed earth. ***
This morning I’m very spirit take the message from her. First time I smile and begin to open it. Than content of the message is “Sorry, I don’t want to call you but, I was quarantined for accustomed, if you send a message than the message will bw read by my seniorin front of people, and I will be shy, I hope you can understand me”. I feel disappoint, but it is okay I can understand. Week from week, we never communication, I feel fidgety. How about your life? How about Stories is funny you concerned and tell me, and fell leafs fall from stem, you lose like a swallowes by earth. ***
Today I must spiriter than after, because a take email from her. I’m not patient I want open this message and my heartbeat fast. I begin to read, first line “For Zahran”, I’m happy and I read next line “Good morning, how are you? How about your family? I hope it is all right. Zahran something important to is talked, we have been relationship almostfor one year, we have beyond all memories, but now I’m sorry we must end this our relationship, I want to break up, I will explain the reason, we must meet at bron the our city, and meet in at the park town, Saturday at 11.00 am, I’m sorry about this I hope you can understand.”
“From Diandra.”
All of my body tremble, crowed in my chest, I cant do anything and I must meet her.***
Till the time for meet her, I’m sitting and waitingher with my heart is concerned. Someone woman came to me move and more she to get near till she is exact stand in front of me. I cant speak anything just the smile at her.
Diandra begins to speak “Zahran, I want to research about I sent email for you.”
“please tell me why did you end it?”
“Sorry, my parents have had the marriage partner for me, I must follow the choose them, I hope you can understand again.”
“Di.. cant you survive this my love? I have waited you, than won’t you life with me?”
“Sorry Zahran I can’t.”
“Right, if it is the best for you I’m sincere you will be happy with the man had choice your parents, wish you will be happy.”
“Thanks Zahran, sorry I must go.”
After that my body is limp, I’m not strong to endure she is gone. I want to cry and my feel is really narrow but I must be patient.
In corner this the lively
I stand to see your eyes
Seen bright the one light
Spreading to in my soul
To realize that sahura flower life in spiring and not be in winter
To realize that rainbow is not always be after rain
To realize that leaf of the stem be fall and grow new young leaf
To realize that the love is true will be sincere to do anything so that happy, although must see someone has loved happy with other, although sincere for died for love`s.
Thanks, you have realized me that the love musn`t be mine.
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